28th
Kinda funny I didn’t change my email and password for Tumblr. it was a first try logging in. There aren’t any first tries in the adult world anymore. I wish I had known this before. Completely normal failing on a daily basis.
Its weird having the same memories as my same past but not having the feeling as these were my own.. more like a dream or story from a friend. I feel so distanced from my past self. As if it wasn’t my life. Maybe because in some distant multiverse I really killed my self when I was a teenager. Really hilarious when think about it in retrospective. Nothing really relates. I changed as a person. Maybe that changed me.
Everything changed. For the better. You can really feel getting better. Not at first. It feels like the end of your world. Your teenage depressing world. Full of Highschool friends you have to hang out with.
Now 6 years later most of them apologized. You are not depended on someone anymore. You can decide how you want to feel. You can change literally anything with mostly zero effort. Wish I had known.
Relationships they seem to mean everything. Just fix the relationship with yourself girl.
